a faint, breathing knot in my stomach
spiraling chills from my neck along my spine
asking myself why.

I almost pushed you out,
even though you did nothing wrong.
I guess I feel nervous.

not even truly sure what it is about you
that draws me in and makes me want to talk to you
every day.
why you? what is it?

your smile 🙂 I love that.
how you are careful in your movements…
how you don’t break eye contact.
your kisses and the scent of your skin.
how it’s easy to talk to you…
and how I want to so badly.