Category: Love

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butterflies

a faint, breathing knot in my stomachspiraling chills from my neck along my spineasking myself why. I almost pushed you out,even though you did nothing wrong.I guess I feel nervous. not even truly sure what it is about youthat draws me in and makes me want to talk to youevery day.why you? what is it? your smile 🙂 I love that.how you are careful … Read More butterflies

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blood sheds

the blood it riversthe blood it writes me downevery second of the dayI will always think of you you crept inside like a warm deceaseyou never let me – be me

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mala

sheets were always sweaty between usI mean it in a metaphorical waysometimes you’d demand mecertain things you liked me to say good girl never fit my billyou used to tell me how to make it better for youthat’s the kind of shit that sent my body thrills

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kiss of life

heaven was a visionI dreamt of 40 timesnothing sufficedthe life or thirst I rendered.

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every day

sitting in front of a familiar door and feeling nothingit’s interesting because I used to feel-feel it every day

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a love not(e)

hey babe I’ll be out –opening doors for myselfand finding new beautyto be grateful for

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bourbon

I’m on an island AND EVERYTHING I’m WRITING IS ANOTHER TEAR OF SILENCEwho rides down

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noises circa ’16

there was a faint knock on the bedroom door that crept up the wall, inside my ears, and into my dream.the knock raddled the door making noises and it felt so real,with the presence of you screaming at me in my dream. again, the knock hit rising louder and my head turned the pillowi suddenly woke up and opened my eyes, widelooking at the … Read More noises circa ’16

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home

a feather of troubleflowing in the winddoubling my flight high and lowi find my mind it’s unwound in your arms

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pain that rains

it’s a pain that rains on me it’s a pain that rains on me and i’ve gota stop runnin fromthe rain

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bad signal

visions glide as people strollbreathtakingimages coilas dials pressand tones exhale

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to love me

sacrifices to be happy with you sacrifices to be happy without youI’m just trying to unwindpacking my suitcases for the tenth time