Category: Personal Growth

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brisk math

possession or illusionweapon or a tool time does it’s magic bringing wisdomhealing to cuts must we wait on itor pretend it doesn’t exist spring to briskconclusionsour heartsput at risk limitlessthey told uslife we continue the fightasking ifwe enjoyed it accounting each momentto a numberthat probably is too infinitetoo fine and that’s whyyou were neverreally mine

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ticking borders

how vicious / pretentiousclock ticking between bordersa war zonemy conscious mind—abilities to be at peace our cycles unlike oceans—they roar like lions on mountaintopsi feel my heartbeatonly time would telltick tickthe universe at workundercover officer of fateanswering the fight of debate how vicious the suede,heat still clinging to your arms—you held me like a performance,but the universe holds me with truth at 2:30 a.m. … Read More ticking borders

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snake dust

running miles in my mindwhile gin provides a good timeit never was black and whitefor that, you were right tethered to the circumstanceof standing alone—so I deny the phonea ring to your thronereaching for your bonesdead bodies wash ashorememories of us ‘once before’ photo eclipse—and the moon shun brightfull moon delightthe last time you were inside I know I pushaway from youit’s a universal … Read More snake dust

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time

Permission to live on time-anyone can hurt us.Anyone can become a striking linein a poem,the reason behind a stroke on canvas- to push youto analyze yourself,to be your best, or stay in bed all day,dripping red stains on the sheetsfrom crystal. Just enough time,and you’ll have criticswondering what it all means.

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good luck

my mom and dad were caught in the storm. mom charged her phone in the car. sent a text. dad’s zone got flooded out. he called a few days later. the same day i began to really worry, or i guess just miss him more. weird thoughts intruded, about death. about happiness. about sadness. a bird pooped on my head. i saw that happen … Read More good luck

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intuition

intuition clearfour cold hot wheelsride out on steelfar out to healpast endeavors a thrilllocksmith drillI knew it long before you. call it rules of clue.

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come up

cliff runnernever beena gunnerused to rest, smoking jointsnext to the gutterwhite flags in the shedin case the helicopters shadewe fadedone, one twostunning for the summeralways hot even in my shadenever shadybut a real parade. sun comes outand who care about ittake a dare, a wheel about ita drive around the mansion hood, we blunt rollinghigh about itwhat you think about itnice, lovelyparadisiacal citybeautiful.out of … Read More come up

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you ♥

when I finally have you and can hold you…not losing hope for you. I know my heart went cold, I did a lot of things maybe not for the good – or the better of me at that time. but I’m seeing it through, all so that I’m more free for when the day comes that I finally meet you.

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youtube channel

hi everyone 🙂 I made my first vlog. ‘Tiffani Nightly‘ I live in Argentina, alone. I’ve been here for two years so far without returning to the states. I haven’t seen many of my old friends or my family, or even just been around the customs of my own culture in awhile. I’ve been experiencing a break through and have learned so much about … Read More youtube channel

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dress up

I think you didn’t like me from the start I didn’t like you eitheryou were a showera show pleaser maybe you love me like no one knows how to expressmaybe you are a false person underdressedor maybe you dress up too muchthat you don’t even know who you are any more. dying to live. dying to give but it ain’t worth it.’

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accept it

i’m sexy and I sell sex but I’m meant for more than just fuckingif I didn’t help you then you shouldn’t have taken my suggestionsannoyed at the fact that I give time to people that don’t respect itthe fact that it was given and the fault I feel after itpermitted certain people to my free time, yeah I did itand later they wish they … Read More accept it

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what?

that funny background leader in my headthat I sometimes ignoreintuition although I’ve been putting more effort into listening,to doing what it tells me to, sometimesmy emotions rise up and take over my mind. I lose myself and forget how to read what it is I really need. I turn around, walk by, let the door close. say forget it, say it’ll be fine. look … Read More what?