Tag: HEALING

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approx. 5:44 a.m.

all of those bags, are they a way to hold onto my past? his patience, it’s made me realize certain faults. i’m more aware of today than ever. i feel seen. his tenderness is how. his eyes: a flame crashing between a wave. the connection glows, lights me up inside. where did i meet him? what were our first words? i wonder how it … Read More approx. 5:44 a.m.

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but i don’t want anybody but you.i don’t want anyone else. and in this moment i realizethat’s exactly what i want—what i’m yearning for—summed up in two sentences by ernest hemingway. and i know that pending call between usmight become a silent dare,like the last time i tried circling backto someone who couldn’t decide on me.while i hoped beneath white sheets, tired,his choices became … Read More

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guard down

I’m just looking for a distraction,But I’m home every day.The wind is strong,And it’s too cold to go outside this way. ’Cause my heart is achingAnd that wind will take meSome place that I don’t know. And everywhere that I go without youIs just another placeUnlike home. I’m missing a part of meThat part of me is you.And I know it must sound weakTo … Read More guard down

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get out

you were likea piece of shit you were such a dirty, dirty one for meI was so good to you.I got on my fucking knees, you paraded all right over me you just walked and paraded all right over me.

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golden

the sun shined through the windowmidday and began to heal me I felt pieces of me mold back togetherand my heart pumped evenly and in tune that golden arch of my self-awareness was what I had been missing