Tag: Love

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get out

you were likea piece of shit you were such a dirty, dirty one for meI was so good to you.I got on my fucking knees, you paraded all right over me you just walked and paraded all right over me.

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last round

you were a buttona raisea flickering phasesmudge on the grounddirt on my faceyou could not face yourselfbad for my health lacking my taste hot leatherburning desirechemical codeour weaknesses spoke simply a bad choiceto fall for your voiceparaded in my mindsick full of lies dead to me nowfrom heavyweight gownsgaslighting hipsto drip intolerance I gave up in the endwanting to winthe last round.

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freeing my soul

just the taste of our history on my mindmakes me feel more free in time. more of a woman, more of a warriormore of a long lost lover, freeing my mindfreeing my soul.

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golden

the sun shined through the windowmidday and began to heal me I felt pieces of me mold back togetherand my heart pumped evenly and in tune that golden arch of my self-awareness was what I had been missing

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a toast

your arms like candy around me at nightdown the street I see the lights I thought the time was running by my mind was running on timeI thought I knew what I wantedI thought my love for you,was something truebut I was runniN

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blood sheds

the blood it riversthe blood it writes me downevery second of the dayI will always think of you you crept inside like a warm deceaseyou never let me – be me

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mala

sheets were always sweaty between usI mean it in a metaphorical waysometimes you’d demand mecertain things you liked me to say good girl never fit my billyou used to tell me how to make it better for youthat’s the kind of shit that sent my body thrills

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every day

sitting in front of a familiar door and feeling nothingit’s interesting because I used to feel-feel it every day

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a love not(e)

hey babe I’ll be out –opening doors for myselfand finding new beautyto be grateful for

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bourbon

I’m on an island AND EVERYTHING I’m WRITING IS ANOTHER TEAR OF SILENCEwho rides down

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good riddance

old doors a ruinwhere did your soulwalk to dresses dryingin the lawn

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noises circa ’16

there was a faint knock on the bedroom door that crept up the wall, inside my ears, and into my dream.the knock raddled the door making noises and it felt so real,with the presence of you screaming at me in my dream. again, the knock hit rising louder and my head turned the pillowi suddenly woke up and opened my eyes, widelooking at the … Read More noises circa ’16