Tag: Love

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secrets

there’s a secret about you beneath my skin.I feel close to you every day. when I see you, I sometimes tend to act distant,I sometimes don’t show you what it is I want with you.and yet the few times that I let go and show you,or tell you something more intimate than usual,I feel you block it out. a ‘couple’ forbidden due to past … Read More secrets

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butterflies

a faint, breathing knot in my stomachspiraling chills from my neck along my spineasking myself why. I almost pushed you out,even though you did nothing wrong.I guess I feel nervous. not even truly sure what it is about youthat draws me in and makes me want to talk to youevery day.why you? what is it? your smile 🙂 I love that.how you are careful … Read More butterflies

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get out

you were likea piece of shit you were such a dirty, dirty one for meI was so good to you.I got on my fucking knees, you paraded all right over me you just walked and paraded all right over me.

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last round

you were a buttona raisea flickering phasesmudge on the grounddirt on my faceyou could not face yourselfbad for my health lacking my taste hot leatherburning desirechemical codeour weaknesses spoke simply a bad choiceto fall for your voiceparaded in my mindsick full of lies dead to me nowfrom heavyweight gownsgaslighting hipsto drip intolerance I gave up in the endwanting to winthe last round.

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freeing my soul

just the taste of our history on my mindmakes me feel more free in time. more of a woman, more of a warriormore of a long lost lover, freeing my mindfreeing my soul.

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golden

the sun shined through the windowmidday and began to heal me I felt pieces of me mold back togetherand my heart pumped evenly and in tune that golden arch of my self-awareness was what I had been missing

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a toast

your arms like candy around me at nightdown the street I see the lights I thought the time was running by my mind was running on timeI thought I knew what I wantedI thought my love for you,was something truebut I was runniN

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blood sheds

the blood it riversthe blood it writes me downevery second of the dayI will always think of you you crept inside like a warm deceaseyou never let me – be me

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mala

sheets were always sweaty between usI mean it in a metaphorical waysometimes you’d demand mecertain things you liked me to say good girl never fit my billyou used to tell me how to make it better for youthat’s the kind of shit that sent my body thrills

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every day

sitting in front of a familiar door and feeling nothingit’s interesting because I used to feel-feel it every day

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a love not(e)

hey babe I’ll be out –opening doors for myselfand finding new beautyto be grateful for

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bourbon

I’m on an island AND EVERYTHING I’m WRITING IS ANOTHER TEAR OF SILENCEwho rides down