mediocre medicine
a plague
infantil
it’s not what it seems
is what you always told me
watching you lead
is what led me
to confusion
bottles rattled
windows strayed
cats stayed
a mechanism that encountered
true betrayal
a pathetic closure
palms sway and my wishes weigh
remembering my strength
was only the beginning
skin was tight
boilers
my appearance changed
under your demand
sometimes i thought; for the better of me
and i won’t deny it
i’m better now
as shade shines way
and your pictures flicker
in their old place, on the refrigerator
i know it’s holy justice
god has a way
like angels are divine
the number 444 on my mind
i think, you should probably leave
sail into the night
and let the memories flow