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intuition

intuition clear
four cold hot wheels
ride out on steel
far out to heal
past endeavors a thrill
locksmith drill
I knew it long before you.
call it rules of clue.

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missing

it rained again
I swore
I sinned
butterfly dead
in above head
light fixture
picture
paintings on the wall
the one you always call
missing

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muse

drama is an illusion, a form of self-abuse
but that doesn’t prove to say I wasn’t being used.
tied to a belief system that ignites my every fuse
an experimental game, the process of pick and choose.
but in a way I was using you too.

call it product of passion

and if I needed an excuse, I’d tell you I needed a new muse.
my ties were loose and you were the horseshoe.
doorstep withers and in a blink of an eye –
we became something we never knew.



el drama es una ilusión, una forma de auto-abuso
pero eso no prueba que no me hayan utilizado.
atado a un sistema de creencias que prende cada una de mis mechas
un juego experimental, el proceso de escoger y elegir.
pero en cierto modo yo también te estaba utilizando.

llámalo producto de la pasión

y si necesitara una excusa, te diría que necesitaba una nueva musa.
mis ataduras estaban sueltas y tu eras la herradura
el portal se marchitó y en un abrir y cerrar de ojos
nos convertimos en algo que nunca conocimos.

Traducción realizada con la versión gratuita del traductor DeepL.com

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paradise sick

sunshine petal
cascade branch
I guess pain
allows us to advance

like rain pours
and washes the shores
back into the sea
I wanted you to see me

sparingly

it was your fingertips
that burned into me
and it’s the memory of you
breathing on top of me

I got twisted in your touch
and curious about your love
that I burned us out
quicker than a drug

with selfish ways
and self sabotage
aimlessly trying
for another score
on your lips

paradise sick.

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que pasò

everyday, I’m reminded of a place I used to be
in the shadows of mosaic windows
or in the spaces of the people I miss
living in the places that aren’t here with me now

i’m reminded.

the feeling doesn’t get old, but sometimes cold…
I back burn my deep reality to believe i’m living a different one
I believe that they understand me but come home at night
knowing that they don’t.

am I lost, or am I found
a question I ponder on
too profound.

sometimes death dreams awaken me and I forget I was ever alive.
dead at sight I collide with the bears that eat me alive.
am i alive?

never been to the snow top because I just don’t know snow,
but I feel cold here. so fucking cold.

who is to hold me, or kiss me at the door?
who is it.

stop it. and stop that. stop the ghost visits.

…are you here?

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dusty road

I saw a man in a coat walking hand-in-hand
a dusty road led him to go
cars kept passing and he had no ride yet
talking to himself and the woman he dreamt of.

they led on this dusty road for 70 hours and it poured
rained down on their souls
it poured
on their souls.

and if he found that place that he was drowning to look for
maybe she would appear
an angel near
an angel no fear

she’s a casting weather tornado
he never met her once before
but now they walk as it pours on their souls
down on their souls.

they led on this dusty road for 70 hours and it poured
rained down on their souls
it poured
on their souls.

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come up

cliff runner
never been
a gunner
used to rest, smoking joints
next to the gutter
white flags in the shed
in case the helicopters shade
we fade
done, one
two
stunning for the summer
always hot
even in my shade
never shady
but a real parade.

sun comes out
and who care about it
take a dare, a wheel about it
a drive around the mansion hood, we blunt
rolling
high about it
what you think about it
nice, lovely
paradisiacal city
beautiful.
out of reach but we touch it
lick stick and suck it
classy sassy slut and fuck it
don’t front it
you know you thought it
ayyy

ayyy show by show
showing you my blow
toe licking money making glam gram
it’s a car lot
lined up and packed
sun came out
had to buy a drop top and cruise
get loose

trailing
but ain’t no trail

that’s my goodness
that’s my hoodness
great god you a futuristic ice dream
nobody seems to understand
let it be seen
hate me or love me
I’m a woman on the scene

and the dogs still there
woof woof
ayyy


meoooow meow


corredor del acantilado
nunca fue
pistolero
solía descansar fumando porros
junto a la calle
banderas blancas en el galponcito
por si los helicópteros hacen sombras
nos difuminamos
hecho, uno
dos
impresionante para el verano
siempre caliente
incluso en mi sombra
nunca sombreada
sino un verdadero paseo

sale el sol
y a quien le importa
un reto, una rueda al respecto
un paseo por la mansión, nos blunt
rodando
y no me importa
que te parece
bonita, encantadora
ciudad paradisíaca
hermosa
fuera de nuestro alcance pero la tocamos
lamemos palo y la chupamos
zorra con clase y follala
no lo enfrentes
sabes que lo pensaste
ayyy

ayyy show por show
te enseño mi coca
lamer dedos de los pies hacer dinero glam gram
es un lote de coches
alineado y lleno
el sol salio
y tenia que comprarme un coche descapotable
soltarse

siguiendo
pero no hay sendero

esa es mi belleza
esa es mi alegría
gran dios eres un sueño de hielo futurista
nadie parece entender
que se vea
odiame o amame
soy una mujer en la escena

y los perros siguen ahi
woof woof
ayyy

meoooow meow


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childlike with you

the vein under the crescent of your right eye
that reaches to wrinkle while you smile
folds me up inside like a child
and I feel known again,
I feel home again.

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madrid

I wonder how I’ll meet you again
if I’ll caress your altitudes with my celestial stare
capture you in my point of view and later print you
just to dare
to reason with your steady light that gives me faith for love
to keep in mind that magic exists and angels live above

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ricochet

i didn’t know you were a broken lover
from another woman before me
before me

but look me in my eyes and tell me you don’t feel the fire
burning between us, hot between us

i say let’s crucify our lonely days
all our lies and dirty ways,
making up by our sides, some pillow shade

let’s be real with ourselves,
ricochet from lost wealth
and be high strung, stone hard
lovers

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vulnerable

i saw a great man
deep down in your bones
but rest assured
you covered your face
and became a clone of the rest of them
been hard to sleep at night
thinking about how i let myself
open up to you
so vulnerable i, 
believed in you
i saw a different way
to live my life of 
wishful love
and i followed through
just to find myself
sick over you
a few days in, after the night 
i couldn’t wake up
without nightmares in my eyes
reminiscing of pain i felt
from years ago
i know my healing road is not yours to bow
but i saw a great man
deep inside of your bones
that man just walked out

left hanging the telephone


im on the wire babeee
im on fire babeeee
but you don’t have the key anymore
to save meeee

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corazón

thunder strike
you don’t gota make it right
every day was a hustle
made my knees strive
stepped in
fronting blues
strutted
every day until they knew my name

you think that’s insane
you think that passes the bar

just wait until I see you in your heart and I
am soo far
they call that
witch moves, watcha
they call that
intuition, bella

im a little prowling kitty
you don’t even have to get me wet
but if you’re aiming for the home runnn
whisper nice in my ear
in my souuul
I’ll accept you here if you got gold
in your corazon

take it back now for the feedback
let it flow

thought that you could phase me
thought that you could rape me
you thought a lot of things

got to do it with power
got to do it with steam
got to tell yourself
with everything
I love you

empire
so fire

building from a block
and stone
didn’t know if I had to go
or stay my ass
home

but proof is powerful
uh

let em see ya tease face
let em see ya bleed
let em see ya work hard

aint nobody doing magic tricks here
it’s purification
meditation
levitation
uh
glide
stride
ride
with me now
uh

you got this flow
in your mind
every night
thinking
I lost a motherfucking dime
on the street
let it bleed

let it
go

uh

mercy be
real
here
with me

mercy be
real
here
with you

mercy is tying your tenny shoe
mercy is
not what you want
what you need
can you walk barefoot
with me

for the sake and purpose of
believing
rock with me now
rock with me
rock with me

let your decease go
let your
troubles
flow

rock with me
let’s rock together
rock
together
together
yea
together now

noooow
noooow
nooooow

meow
meooooow
meow!
meow!
meow!!